amalthya: (donutty)
2007-06-22 03:12 pm
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The Struggle

Waaaaaahhhhhh. I am so torn and angsty.

For completely superficial, whiny reasons. I'm enjoying being home SO much and being lazy and slothful and eating gazpacho.

But I want to see Rose and Josh! And they want to see me.

/me looks around at the continued mess

Fuck. I still need to clean up for [livejournal.com profile] cugamesclub. Which I'm hosting.

WAAHH. Maybe I just feel like whining.
amalthya: (isolation)
2007-05-28 09:36 am
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Weirdness

Maybe it's because I'm hungry, or because I'm not used to being in the hotel by myself, but [livejournal.com profile] bigrob left this morning and it feels so strange to be in Cannes without him!

Today I walk into town and mail my postcards, perhaps also walk to the train station and buy my roundtrip ticket to Monaco and my one-way to Florence.

See, the thing is, perhaps 2 weeks is really too long for one town. I've literally walked from one end of town to the other. So it's perhaps good that I go on Wednesday.

I'm so used to/proud of my ability to travel alone.

But I am. I'm lonely. ::sigh::