A Tough Day

I'm back from Congo, as of yesterday, and I'll definitely have to blog about my trip back... another time.

I also had a really nice time at the pool today with Annie and Willi. But, again, for another time.

I'm feeling ragged, upset and maybe tomorrow I can process it all. I'm talking to gatsbys_regret regret and sort of just letting it all spill out.

I feel like crying, and like I have no idea what I'm doing.

And funnily, it's more of a feeling of impotence in controlling the outside world than anything internal.

And that is SO frustrating and belittling and upsetting.