Funk

I'm finding myself falling into a deeply depressive funk. I'm not sure why, maybe it's just this time of month, or this time of year, or the month of February, or the cold, but I found last night that, despite being at a very rowdy party, that I was sad, unfunny and not really contributing anything of value.

So, I left. It's slightly shocking to me because I pride myself on finding some sort of niche wherever I go, but I felt strangely awkward and anti-social. Fah.

Today should be nice - I have Allegra's brunch at 11 and then voice lessons with Elissa (and rosefox) and I'm starting a new piece. I'm just down.

Wah. Wah. Wah-mbulance.