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Awash in Mediocrity
Nov. 7th, 2007 05:20 pmI've been once again in some sort of potentially-seasonal funk. I know I mocked this season I've called Fauxall (Faux Fall) for its mildness, but I'm reaping the repercussions now.
Cold? No leaves turning? What is this? No colors, no trees. I'm not even sure I'd know what the trees were doing unless I wandered into some park or another.
But yes, awash in mediocrity. I suddenly started to believe that I was destined for averageness. The French-grade thing hasn't been helping.
My slump was somewhat alleviated during my lesson with![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
elissaann today. One of the soloists for the Mahler is 22 years old, and suddenly made me feel old and wasted and non-solo material. Elissa told me that this wasn't true, and we're creating a plan to make me move forward. I sang Der Holle Rache again today, and felt supremely good while singing it. So I guess that's a good sign.
French test tomorrow, but I finally have a shirt to wear at Carnegie Hall on Friday. I'm hoping to have time to go to Aikido tomorrow night too, and what-not.
Ah, stress.
Cold? No leaves turning? What is this? No colors, no trees. I'm not even sure I'd know what the trees were doing unless I wandered into some park or another.
But yes, awash in mediocrity. I suddenly started to believe that I was destined for averageness. The French-grade thing hasn't been helping.
My slump was somewhat alleviated during my lesson with
elissaann today. One of the soloists for the Mahler is 22 years old, and suddenly made me feel old and wasted and non-solo material. Elissa told me that this wasn't true, and we're creating a plan to make me move forward. I sang Der Holle Rache again today, and felt supremely good while singing it. So I guess that's a good sign.French test tomorrow, but I finally have a shirt to wear at Carnegie Hall on Friday. I'm hoping to have time to go to Aikido tomorrow night too, and what-not.
Ah, stress.
