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amalthyaWell, it's another Tuesday morning and I'm studying for yet another Chemistry exam. ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
noranac is right; this does seem to be an endless cycle.
I've also been mulling over my socialness. And I might take a cue from some of those dearest to me and take two huge enormous big steps backwards (don't ask me whether they're "enormous" or "big". they're non-pedantic steps, okay?)
Speaking of which, I always forget during Lent thatgatsbys_regret will be off The Internetz and I miss him. Dammit.
Anyway.
Maybe it's because things have been so incredibly good -- I'll pretend that it was inadvertent that I surrounded myself with the funnest, most talented and fabulous of friends but either way, noticing how good most aspects of my life are has caused me to realize that my scholastic life is suffering. Not in the way that you might think either. But I am not a B student. I am an A student. Or at least I was.
So I must strive to become one again. I've been lazy, and coasting, and enjoying the love -- Monday nights at Hifi, Wednesday nights after chorus from time to time, AND Montien on Thursday, out and about Fridays instead of gaming and Saturday nights on a regular basis.
And it's been wonderful! Now that I know I have that love, I feel confident to take a small hiatus from it. Maybe I'll go to Montien once in the next month, but don't expect me. Because, with the exception of seeing a handful of people, I am going to hermit myself and get to the booksesses.
I will probably still hit games club, and I'm making the excuse that I have all these new games I want to playtest.
Bah. Back to the studying. There were more things I wanted to say, but it's all mostly about how much the last couple days have rocked my socks.
noranac is right; this does seem to be an endless cycle. I've also been mulling over my socialness. And I might take a cue from some of those dearest to me and take two huge enormous big steps backwards (don't ask me whether they're "enormous" or "big". they're non-pedantic steps, okay?)
Speaking of which, I always forget during Lent that
gatsbys_regret will be off The Internetz and I miss him. Dammit.Anyway.
Maybe it's because things have been so incredibly good -- I'll pretend that it was inadvertent that I surrounded myself with the funnest, most talented and fabulous of friends but either way, noticing how good most aspects of my life are has caused me to realize that my scholastic life is suffering. Not in the way that you might think either. But I am not a B student. I am an A student. Or at least I was.
So I must strive to become one again. I've been lazy, and coasting, and enjoying the love -- Monday nights at Hifi, Wednesday nights after chorus from time to time, AND Montien on Thursday, out and about Fridays instead of gaming and Saturday nights on a regular basis.
And it's been wonderful! Now that I know I have that love, I feel confident to take a small hiatus from it. Maybe I'll go to Montien once in the next month, but don't expect me. Because, with the exception of seeing a handful of people, I am going to hermit myself and get to the booksesses.
I will probably still hit games club, and I'm making the excuse that I have all these new games I want to playtest.
Bah. Back to the studying. There were more things I wanted to say, but it's all mostly about how much the last couple days have rocked my socks.
