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A Tough Day
Jun. 17th, 2006 09:45 pmI'm back from Congo, as of yesterday, and I'll definitely have to blog about my trip back... another time.
I also had a really nice time at the pool today with Annie and Willi. But, again, for another time.
I'm feeling ragged, upset and maybe tomorrow I can process it all. I'm talking to![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
gatsbys_regret regret and sort of just letting it all spill out.
I feel like crying, and like I have no idea what I'm doing.
And funnily, it's more of a feeling of impotence in controlling the outside world than anything internal.
And that is SO frustrating and belittling and upsetting.
I also had a really nice time at the pool today with Annie and Willi. But, again, for another time.
I'm feeling ragged, upset and maybe tomorrow I can process it all. I'm talking to
gatsbys_regret regret and sort of just letting it all spill out. I feel like crying, and like I have no idea what I'm doing.
And funnily, it's more of a feeling of impotence in controlling the outside world than anything internal.
And that is SO frustrating and belittling and upsetting.
